Mom

Well, just another lately post shared from me due to i need to divided into several parts. Jadi ceritanya 16 September 2013 kemarin hari ulang tahun mama yang ke-44 sedih ya sih udah gak bisa lagi meluk yang erat banget semenjak 21 Juni 2013 kemarin ini ditinggal. Sebenernya masih banyak yang pingin aku sampaikan ke mama tapi nggak dapet kesempatan ini buat nyampeinya ...Mom i wish i could to see you now, i wish you can stay here for a while... i just can't do it when i m not with you there are lot of pain that increasing in every single time, i fall like yes. my day is never brighter as we were together, i wanna hugging you like a run, i wanna tell you all my trouble to teach me how to consider it, I NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON!!!!
My life was now so miserable that i wished i would simpy dropdead at my work and be out of misery and one day my wish almost came true.

"Salah satu kebahagiaan seseorang adalah ke-ridho-annya menerima keputusan Allah." (HR. Ahmad)

 Mom, it’s your birthday and though you are not here, I want to wish you a very happy birthday in heaven. good bye mom, i shall never forget you, god blesses you always. thank you for loving me ikr your love for me is real❤

every lights was a dark

every days was a gloomy

every smile was a pain

then you teach how to be brave to face it

THANKS MOM :))

Happy Birthday You

Well it's been a long while after me not share my post here... so i'd like tell to you from the start. jadi ceritanya ini udah lama banget soalnya baru sempet buka blog juga sih. pertama-tama aku pingin ngucapin "Happy Birthday Acik yang ke-16" yang umurnya ketambahan satu tahun kemarin tanggal 19 Juli 2013 bertepatan banget sama Bulan Ramadhan jadinya sempet kepikiran bakalan nggak ada traktiran nih kayaknya (Awokowkowkowk) kebetulan juga aku dapet kabarnya terlalu mendesak maksudnya aku dapet kabarnya 1 hari sebelum dia ulang tahun jadi waktu itu tuh bener bener bingung mau ngasih apa'an dengan waktu yang sesingkat gitu.

              Yaudahlah, akhirnya dapet juga ide bikin project video dengan konsekuensi kadonya telat yang pasti, akhirnya pas hari itu juga pulang sekolah buru buru ke MAN 3 ngumpulin semua personil personil yang bisa dan mau ikut berpartisipasi sama project yang udah aku rencanakan. kalo nggak salah sih waktu itu bikin sekitar 3  hari lamanya, nah tapi nih yang namanya mindahin filenya susah banget sampe berkali kali aku coba tetep nggak ke-copy di CD yang mau ku kasih sampe akhirnya bisa dicopy di laptopnya Alvin.

well....

Thanks alot guys for participating this video project. Seriously, im not sure to give her this as brithday present and i don't even know when the day that it was her birthday  if you don't notice me before. And im not sure too.... for all what I want to dedicate to her. I hope she will like it just the way it was.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU, NONE HAS MADE ME FEEL LIKE YOU :))